Stop using the word psychotic wrong👏

Despite what social justice says, it's fine if you want to toss around the word 'crazy'. Batshit. Loony. Nutty. Insane. Those words are fine. The cringe-police will try to forbade the use of certain words, without fathoming that these worlds can be comforting and meaningful to us with lived experience. I speak for myself. I… Continue reading Stop using the word psychotic wrong👏

Digital healing

DDR has saved me. Red Gatorade saved me. Friends saved me. Dogs have saved me. What does all that mean? Well, I made this blog due to wanting a fresh start. https://youtu.be/-mqknIyPhBs Most of all, Susumu Hirasawa is saving me. I will explain how psychosis has affected me later, when the pain is far behind… Continue reading Digital healing

My Big Psychotic Break [1]

Warnings: The insane.⚠️⚠️⚠️ In my house I had thought... This is what it means to be alive. This is the peak of cosmic love. Everything my mother meant to me, and the mother of all mothers in the universe.  Love of womankind and love of humankind flooded into me.  I played this song. It took… Continue reading My Big Psychotic Break [1]

My Big Psychotic Break [3]

Warning: Mature content. The worst.⚠️⚠️⚠️ That night I was certain I had to save the world. I had no knowledge of what was happening in reality, but in mine I thought everyone was doing a ‘non-stop posting’ on Instagram to support BLM. Unfortunately in my world, everyone was blind to the truth, they were being… Continue reading My Big Psychotic Break [3]

My Big Psychotic Break [2]

Apparently it is common for psychotic patients to black out most of their experience. Often the only thing they remember is recovering in the hospital. That did not happen to me, for better or worse. This is a continuation of my recount of my psychotic experience from around June 2020. I cannot pinpoint the boundary… Continue reading My Big Psychotic Break [2]