I'm not an expert on Japanese, far from it. It might seem embarrassing even bothering to translate something so advanced however, I love Berserk and want to give my interpretation a shot
I may not have very well conveyed the importance of this glued-down gathering of mental health notes, Berserk printouts and My Little Pony stickers, but I have at least tried to share it.
Below I started to remember PTSD around the visions I saw when psychotic. Basically the equivalent of Guts watching Femto and Casca um.....you get what scene I mean.
I went manic after Kentaro Miura's passing two months or so ago. I'm still as upset as can be. I started this post back then, but have been manic all the way up until now.
There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.