Gamemaker Studio – Moon Disorder

Finding your place😞

I’ve had a tumultuous first half of the year, heck, I haven’t had an easy life since before my mother passed away two years ago.

Drawing program in GameMaker2

This is simply me loosely reporting my progress learning GML and creating my own dream software, just like classic KidPix!

autism and our ‘special skills’

I am searching for a special skill. I haven’t written about autism in awhile.

I would like to do more daily posts to talk through some anxiety. Life has been full of fear for me. Anxiety, dread, sui*id*l ideation, low self esteem you name it. For two bloody stinking years. My current goals are just to enjoy socializing, daily activities, breathing and simply existing without fear and sadness. ToContinue reading “stay in your place (or else)”

my thoughts on gamedev (not that I matter or anything)

I took a few months off from working on game projects. For a few reasons of being exhausted with life and frustrated with my work. So last year I started my first big solo project called Rubble and Rust. I worked on it consistently and hard for half a year, until “mania” hit me andContinue reading “my thoughts on gamedev (not that I matter or anything)”