I went manic after Kentaro Miura’s passing two months or so ago. I’m still as upset as can be. I started this post back then, but have been manic all the way up until now.
stay in your place (or else)
I would like to do more daily posts to talk through some anxiety. Life has been full of fear for me. Anxiety, dread, sui*id*l ideation, low self esteem you name it. For two bloody stinking years. My current goals are just to enjoy socializing, daily activities, breathing and simply existing without fear and sadness. ToContinue reading “stay in your place (or else)”
my thoughts on gamedev (not that I matter or anything)
I took a few months off from working on game projects. For a few reasons of being exhausted with life and frustrated with my work. So last year I started my first big solo project called Rubble and Rust. I worked on it consistently and hard for half a year, until “mania” hit me andContinue reading “my thoughts on gamedev (not that I matter or anything)”
Feminine magic, bisexual blues.
I had a life changing 2021 concerning my opinions on mental health and god/the supernatural. In short, I had a magical experience that continues to this day.
Growing out of things
Far too much has happened to me this year. The bizarre Bipolar mania from May-August it isn’t what I want to talk about today, but instead the way I have grown out of certain things.
LoveSecretsGod is finished.
Heyo! Its finished. The GUI is a bit buggy, but I have no clue how to fix it, and its a bit shallow to worry about that in my opinion. This is the first game I’ve created, finished and uploaded all by myself! Usually I made games for jams in groups, and was incapable ofContinue reading “LoveSecretsGod is finished.”
Moon Disorder 